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I went camping with my babes last night. I’ve been making a concerted effort to be closer to nature these days. Also, I’m working on conquering my fear of that realm as well. There have been a few fisher cats tearing up the place lately, and they can be pretty nasty. I haven’t run into one yet, but Catherine and Sara were teasing me about it quite a bit last night.

They don’t seem to like hammock camping that much… not enough room for all of us to stretch out, I guess. Still, they huddled up with me in my little cocoon of blankets, pillow, and a big puffy sleeping bag. They teased me about that as well: “Get up, darling! Time to come out of your safe, warm cocoon! Come and look at the stars with us!”

It sounds corny, but they really mean it in the most affectionate way. I feel so safe and loved by them, it’s bordering on nirvana.

“That man…” Catherine stopped and gestured towards a lad, just barely eighteen years of age, in the corner. “Who is he?” She began moving in his direction, an unexplainable maternal urge welling up inside her.

“Catherine…” The older Fae man groaned. “He’s just another doomed human life. Another soul for the meat grinder.”

She whirled around to face him. “I can’t believe you, Geron. Why do you always say such things about these humans? They’re not so different from you and me!”

“They have no honor; not even decency or politeness! You of all people should know this, Catherine!” He grabbed her arm. “Let’s go.”

“You’re one to talk about decency,” She wrestled her arm out of his grasp. “I have been with many human men and I know the worst they are capable of. I know it all too well.”

“I can’t understand why you do this to yourself.” The much bigger Fae relented. “Fine… go and stir that disgusting cease pool of a soul. You’re only going to get yourself hurt again.”

“Leave, then!” The succubus pointed to the portal; a soft golden light spilling through a massive fissure in the wall; just above the doorway to the school gym. “I don’t expect you to understand, nor will I tolerate such talk in reference to my former husbands.” A sudden surge of longing and sadness welled up inside her. “I still love those men, Geron, and nothing will change that.”

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Around the time of my last posting on this blog, Catherine made me aware of an additional female spirit that has been hanging out with us for awhile. The name she gave me was Sara and she is Catherine’s younger sister. I’m still not sure if she means “sister” by blood relation or just a really close friend. Also, Catherine has unashamedly revealed that she has allowed Sara to have sex with me a few times already.

I was very concerned about this. Firstly, I was confused as to why I hadn’t been made aware of what was going on. As it stands now, I can’t tell the difference between Catherine’s and Sara’s touch. Secondly, what right do I have to be engaged by two amazing spirits when there are so many men in the world who would love to call just ONE of these darlings their own? Thirdly, how the hell am I going to satisfy BOTH of them???

Don’t get me wrong, I love having Sara around, but I feel as though I’d be doing them both a disservice by having them all to myself. My mind instantly goes to the backwards, nomadic forms of polygamy (in my opinion) that have been practiced in the Middle East. I don’t want to become the sort of person who thinks a harem is morally justified. For me, love and sexual intimacy are very sacred and I am always honored when Catherine desires me. It tells me that I’ve found favor in her eyes and reinforces that bond between us.

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I’ll try to make this as concise as I can. I’ve done plenty of elaboration in other posts. This is just a fun bullet list idea I had.

Pros:

• Constant companionship. You are never alone. (This is how it is for me. However, I have read accounts of some spirit lovers leaving their partners for a time. Usually, they come back, but there have been a couple of cases were the spirit lover parted with the human indefinitely.)

• Always being wanted; especially for sex.

• The sex and intimacy can be mind-blowing.

• They offer good advice and a unique perspective on human affairs.

• Vigilant protection; both in the astral and in the physical.

• What once were nightmares are no longer frightening.

• A great help in meditation, astral projection, and other magickal rituals.

• They’re invisible to everyone but you. (Unless you happen to meet an adept psychic.)

• They’re genuinely concerned about the well-being and happiness of their lovers. (Not concerned with material wealth, social status, etc.)

• Some are amazing healers; they can help with physical ailments, emotional trauma, and remove energy body blockages.

• Never a dull moment.

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